sunshine: things I feared when I was young(er): that clown under the bed in POLTERGEIST, the girls' field hockey team at Liggett, the girls' soccer team at Liggett, the Central Park jogger case, the area behind the sofa, the book THE MICHIGAN MURDERS, the made-for-tv-movie FATAL VISION, Squeaky Fromme's escape from prison, Molly Murphy's brother, Mrs. Drutchess, the woman who told me she was going to come over to my house and bite my ear off when I prank called her.

now: the clown under the bed in POLTERGEIST, Central Park, loss of limbs, being hit by a fire truck (again), being treated like I'm stupid when I get old, gay bashing.