here

coming back, for real.

i make too many "doilies," instead of sticking to the story. i am de-doiling here.

new old hat and my grandmother's glasses. woke up flu-y this morning, so i am staying in my cabin tonight and skipping dinner. i haven't seen another soul today and it's strange. i hear critters on the roof and i've baited squirrel friends with bird seed. religious history is making me dizzy and bored, but i don't have physical or mental space to work on a side project. i feel like i need energy to bulldoze through tough spots.